my self esteem is dead

**cherrysmum** · September 11th, 2008, 10:53 PM

ok...I did it...I signed up for eharmony...I feel like a desperate woman..actually I'm not..curious mostly *fondling dildo* anyway...only two men contacted me. One a decrepit old cowboy sitting on his old ass horse. The other seemed quite nice..then he "closed" on me. He wasn't anything to rave about but was nice to converse with...asshole he should be so lucky. I'm glad the stupid thing runs out in two weeks...I would get a run of matches every day usually 10 or so...most of them "fitting" my profile looked like they were dead or dying..maybe they were..crap...

**cherrysis** · September 12th, 2008, 12:05 AM

Oh Mummy...those places are nothing more that glorifies pimp sites! You are a beautiful loving amazing woman!!! Kinda remote where you are so maybe you should hit Asheville and a bookstore or museum rather than wasting your time with Ewhoremoney!!!

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**Cherry_pez** · September 12th, 2008, 10:38 AM

THank you Rae for saying so.

**cherrysmum** · September 12th, 2008, 10:45 AM

LOL at Rae "Ewhoremany"..Actually I feel really well about myself..especially after that experience..just something to put on my list of stupid things I've done over the years